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Watching my mum and dad walk away after sending me back at the bus station, really touch my heart..I could still hear them say this (Bukan senang nak jadi mak bapak ni,you all jadi jadi esok then only you know why we mumbled all this while..) when my sis complained about my mom berleter.

Thinking back I am already 25 years old, and my parent still treat me like I am 17. which is good in a way, but it really2 touch my heart..and of course, I love them very much that I could simply burst to tears whenever I think of loosing them one day.

I know the time will come but really hope that God give me the strength not to cry during the day…The day of missing, my life would changed, I’ll be dying of missing them..and regreting what ever that I could have done for them….

DAMN!! I really dont want to regret any moment as long as they are still alive..I love you mom..love you dad..I. missing you yesterday,now and always…. I wish I could give everything that would make them happy..

hmmmm.. I just miss my parent..even though br 2 hari tak jumpa..

Lots of things happen in my life lately, some are successful event (SEMESTA DINNER- 2nd July aritu,,damn btul kena fitgh dgn AF fans..end up a fren of mine coundn’t show up and few others confirmed list.  Abit depressed but anyway it was a good event most of them said so..but I think my speech is not as good as it should b..as the director, it could have been better. Anyway..I really appreciate the MC, the committees, for the endless effort.

Other thing was my visit to Brunei darussalam, for working purposes of course..but it a good and precious experience to treasure. How peaceful, a bit different than us but there’s always a bit of everything eerywhere in everypart of the world..rite?

The worst things are not what I’ve been through, but what playing in my mind..

I’m sick of my bos..talking about my boss would be too long to be finished by today. May be in the next blog.

One thing for sure I am really tired..and confius in search for a better opportunity

somewhere else..what am i gonna be,

what carreer will suite me best?..

how do I go about it??

I wanted to bea somebody..huwaaa.

am I still young to think like this..

or just bcoz I’m stuck in this lousy working cage???

Hello and good day everyone..I’m writng this just to make a point to ponder on our directions in life? Have you got yours crystal clear and wide open or may be at least, arranged properly by yourself?

I believe some of us are still searching of what to do in life path apart from your monotenous working life, rite? Ha ha ha I am one of those as well. Would it be like, one day we wake up in morning and suddenly think of "I wanted to be somebody, a good lawyer? An Architect? An artist? a journalist? a photographer? or just a lame..haiya..!! got lots of work to settle today..hurry up me!! Chores are waiting!!

And what do we do about our direction are not really the things that we are doing everyday rite. We need guts and great courage to persue all those dreams. Spirit just like iman, It comes and go by lots of side factors..How to hodl it secure it. Just like some warrior who wanted to die with honours, they fight to their last drop of blood.. We need that determination to go for our dream via the correct direction..So have you got yours..all set up ready and intact to survive this long journey guy? I am preparing..come one come all!! Never give up soul!!